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My theory is the Dad was going 80 mph downhill means he couldn't stop. That correlates with his unusual frequent stops. He was evaluating the brakes having trouble. The package taken by that woman was probably the family's bug out travel bag. The boys mother probably grabbed the boy holding him tight and their bodies were crushed, fused together by fire and acid. They need to excume the mothers body and do DNA tests ill bet they will find the boys remains.

There’s not a single day that goes by where I don’t think of you. Even in death, you still have people drawn to you, THAT is your legacy and a testament to the incredible human being you were. 25 years was not long enough, but damn did you make an impact in those 25 years, an impact most people will never make. The thought of the pain you must have felt in your final moments makes me feel physically sick, I’m just so sorry for your pain, you didn’t deserve any of it. I pray everyday that you’re finally at peace, Marie.

3 hours clean!! ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

Once I passed out after cutting? What does that mean

This brakes my heart💔 But if you reading this you are amazing and beautiful I love you

i miss you, i think il always come back to your channel- feels so different now though 😢

How you take care of yourself and do RUclips videos is amazing thanks for helping people. I always wonder if a live twitch account would work for creators with mental health problems

No one cares but i’m a day clean

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No one will care but I’m 3 months clean!!! (If not 4:D) and I will try to stay clean❤❤❤

Wait she passed away?? When? What happened??

I had an extreme suicide tendency last month. I watched your video and decided to live. Now I just got to know u are no more. Like? Now, what should I do? Should I end my life too? Is that a sign? Am just numb.

Dude? You committed suicide?? I just got to know. I thought you were alive and happy. What is the point? I started following u on instagram and just checked comments and am still in shock.

Why do they have to ask?? It's so clear. Why can't they just feel it and stay calm😢

I’m 1 week clean!

there is not a day when I don't think about you Marie, I still can't make peace with the fact that you are gone. missing you so much.

thinking of you everyday marie, miss you so so much 🌟🌙💛

I used to think that life worked how it did in the movies. That one of these days someone would pick my sad face out of a crowd of living people and say to me ‘are you okay?’ so that I could say ‘No, I’m not’ and then they could say, ‘can I help you?’ And I’d just lean into them to get warm and they’d hold me and let me into their smiling big home with a piano and everything and I’d just be their ‘Big Mike’ except I’d be ‘anorexic’ me until they fed me and made me feel warm enough to stand on my own two feet, to smile, and look out into the world and see there really was something worth living for. But there’s not and life is just a series of events that goes on till one day it just stops. I wonder when mine will. I wonder about stopping it myself because I’m getting tired. So tired I’m growing numb to it, ya know? Like how hot water can eventually feel cold. I could go into everything that’s happened to me, but, as I’m writing this, I feel like all that shit is just stuff. Yeah, traumatizing shitty stuff, but just stuff and I’m stuffed up with it as if I’m filled to the brim and need to explode, but instead I’m calm and numb and tired and somewhere in the cocktail of that is a pain too painful to feel. I just… Don’t even know what to do anymore about all that stuff. The abuse, the poverty, the world’s expectations and my own on top of my mothers and Gods. I almost wish someone could just tell me what to do. Could give me a twelve step program out of this mind numbing beaten down place in my lungs that won’t let me breathe at night. But mostly, I wish I could live in a world where saying all of this to a strangers face, because that’s all I’ve got now, I wish I could say all this stuff to someone and that it would lead to warmth and a helping hand. Instead, I cried alone on the sidewalk today, watching people walk faster past me. I guess I can’t blame em. I’m a mess of human being right now. But a simple sad smile on the way by me might have made me feel alive, might have made me think that I would be okay somehow. I dunno. I don’t know anything anymore.

I just self harmed and I’m 25 years old. It doesn’t have a limit. I’m so sorry for anyone who has felt those feelings. I hope you bloom and grow and become happy.

14:40 "boring"?

im 14 and My parents would never understand they would be like "why, no phone, no more friend cuz its their fault" Ive struggled with it for a year and a half and i was clean for 98 days and i fuckin ruined it so its been hard

I miss you Marie… rest in peace 🥺

special girl, forever loved.

forever loving you & missing you.

I cant believe she’s gone…. 🥺

Miss you 🥺 I loved watching your videos, you were such an inspiration and helped me… I actually didn’t know that you were gone until today…

I often come back here, hoping that I’ll see a new upload and realise that it was just a bad dream. I miss you angel. Thank you for all that you did, for your time, your effort, the little texts - all of it. I hope heaven is treating you well ❤

I ain't never making it clean, i dont scar easily and concealer works wonders at hiding the marks, well until it rains or you get wet. I do mine in threes, have multiple blades so taking them away i have a hundred more. Ive even given some away on purpose when id get caught unknowingly when water would rinse off my concealer and reveal them. Giving them the blade i had eased their concerns and I'd get slapped on the wrist and get another one ive hidden at home. My life story is ive lost most of my family, and have body dysphoria, seizures, and adhd. I have them for life. I did nothing wrong yet im cursed with these things, so i show the universe my rebellious nature by doing such until the seizures get taken away. Want me to stop, take the seizures away. Nothing worse than getting 'burned alive' during a seizure and then have the next day bedbound because you cannot move from sheer exhaustion. I unfortunately choose not to stop until they stop ruining my life. For a man, seizures will ruin any value you have to any partner since you cant drive, get your license taken away till you go seizure free for 6 months. Which in my case seems just out of reach.

Does self harm have anything to do with blood pressure? Like if you're feeling too much stress, you want to let some blood out to physically lower the pressure.

I've been clean for over a year after 18 or 19 years of SH because the urges had just gone away.. lately the feeling has returned, so I'm here watching videos about it. I'm honestly confused at this point because it has been such a big part of my life and identity. I wouldn't recommend anyone to consider starting to SH.

God this is so sad to watch back 💔 poor poor girl 😢

i miss you

Speak proper English. It’s when you go to THE hospital

depression is acrime against humanity

Why is this in my recommended? Well some people do need to see this, so I'm commenting and subbing for the algorithm. I'm never sh'ed and I wish anyone who has good times soon

i miss you marie, im where you were again and idk how i can keep going but i'll try my best for you. im glad you're finally at peace but fuck it's heartwrenching that you had to go so soon and the way you did, ily

but like what if my parents don’t know abt them and they see them i don’t want them to look at me with disappointment

One of your kind got my fired for sexual harassment when I ignored her cuz she was creeping me out.

I found Marie’s videos after she passed away but her videos are such a comfort to me. I wish she was here so that I could say thank you

I am in the US and am curious what A&E is.

This hurts so much ❤ seeing you happy and hopeful. The system truly failed you. Miss you Marie x

I am having a mental breakdown right now. I’m just sitting on the floor, this time feeling numb. I am not fazed by anything right now because I always FUCK things up. I lost my career, lost my grandma, had to let go of someone I saw a future with, my family is very toxic and I feel tied down to it. I am living in a RUT. I know how to change and what to do but after this episode, I don’t know what life has in store for me. I just wish whenever my future self read this, she should be proud of herself the next time. I DONT WANT TO BE IN THIS SUTUATION ANYMORE. MY SOUL REFUSES TO BE LIKE THIS.

This is so damn relatable

i miss you so much

I've went to the mental hospital for SH and it's scary I do self harm every day

God that line about the train has hit my heart like a tonne of bricks. "I think I've lost". You may have not been able to hold onto the meaning and hope you've created yourself, but we will all hold onto it for you and we will not squander what you've done for all us and given us. "Star of the sea", you are shining bright forever and in all of us, and we will meet again. I love you and I miss you

you're so beautiful 💘😍

3":58 im sorry what the fuck? yOu NeED To DeAl WiTh It YoUrSeLf fcking ignoranttttttttttttt

R.i.p angel ❤❤❤❤

BRO I GOR A HELPLINE AD BEFORE THIS??